Our God is good all the time and He is in control of this world. I know you may not believe that because of all the crime and hatred in our world today. God is still the creator and He stills sits upon His throne and no matter how much evil there is, God is still in control.
God has not and will not turn His back on those who confess their sin, ask for forgiveness and accept His son Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior. When you accept Jesus as your savior God the Father sends His Holy Spirit to live within you and help you through all kinds of troubles if you will just ask for help.
John 3:16-17 Holman Christian Standard Bible (HCSB)
16 “For God loved the world in this way: He gave His One and Only Son, so that everyone who believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life. 17 For God did not send His Son into the world that He might condemn the world, but that the world might be saved through Him."
So remember that God first created you, and then He sent His son Jesus Christ to die for you and through His death paid your sin debt in full and He sends you the Holy Spirit to help you.
GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME
ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD